Feeling like a loser

I am laying in bed, trying to take a nap. Falling asleep would be really nice, but my mind keeps going on and on. How can I be such a loser.

It’s been about two weeks since I lost my job. At first I felt relieved I didn’t have to deal with that new boss anymore. I couldn’t stand him. He wasn’t even 30 and had no respect for me. But after two weeks of having nothing to do, but worry about money and how difficult it will be to find a new job, I am really starting to feel down.

I feel like a total loser, unemployed, with little savings and no chance of ever working again. I can’t even talk to my wife anymore. I know she feels pity for me. Pity! For me! I can still remember how she used to admire me when we first met. How could it ever come to this?

I didn’t know I could feel so sad and angry at the same time. I wish I had the energy to do something about it, but I don’t.

I know I need help to get out of this hole, but I can’t talk to my wife. Should I find a therapist?